Thursday, November 29, 2007
Focusing On The Focus

Wow, its been weeks since I last blogged. Have to admit that my projects has got the better of me. The sian-zation is really hitting me, imagine the loads of work I have up for next week and you will know how I am feeling right now.

Let me see, I have a OB online quiz test to be done by end of this week, a BCS test, Sociology Test, 2 Microeconomics article analysis to submit, Japanese presentation, Communication Skills Job stimulation interview, Marketing Case study to submit,BCS excel spreadsheet to hand-in and my MST to follow the week after and projects to do during the hols.Arggghhh, I'm like dying inside. Sleepless nights is killing me and the stress is really reaching its peak. Thank God for Joshua, he is always there when I needed someone to pray.

Sometimes I just question myself, have I lost my focus while trying hard to do God's work. I don't mean that SLTC or whatever church activities adds to my stress or anything. I just want to make sure that my heart's condition is right when I am serving God. I might have made some minor careless mistakes in the past which had made me distracted for quite sometime, distracted enough to be lost in whatever I was doing.

However, the one big thing that I want to ask big for this season is that whatever work I'm doing, it will be a form of worship to God. The reason why I want to have good grades, why I am sacrificing my sleep is because I want to bring glory to God. I'm looking forward for my holidays for that is the time where I can really grow deeper with God. So many songs in my mind yet so little time to pen it down. I have not learn how to discipline myself in that area but I know that God would teach me how to in His time.

The one thing I pray for is for God to make my life a miracle, help me to shine my light in this dark world and welcome back the lost. Proverbs 3:5-6 is a verse that really speaks out to me. Thank you Lord for all you've done.

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